Four things about me. 1) I was VERY precocious. 2) I have always been promiscuous. 3) I love to please. 4) I crave praise. Put it together and what have you got? MFM. I had a lot of lovers before I met my first husband but he was the one who introduced me to multiple lovers. He was a very virile stag cuck and got us into swing groups, orgies and gang bangs. At first it was titillating but unsettling, with all those strange men having me. But I’m a pleaser, and I wanted to please my ex, and it really excited him to watch me with all those men, and after a while it excited me to excite him and I became very orgasmic doing it in front of him. It was my way of showing him how much I loved him. After we separated I continued having gang bangs and orgies, but without him watching and approving, the huge thrill wasn’t quite there. And then I met my husband Will. He was straight, but I really liked him. I go for very intelligent men. I slowly got him into swinging, at first with FMF scenarios. My girlfriend Merrill and I conspired break him in. He took to FMF like a duck to water. It’s every man’s fantasy. Getting him used to men was a bit of a problem. I got very excited doing MFMs. It sort of brought me back to my days pleasing my ex-husband, and I was incredibly orgasmic again. But it freaked Will out. My excitement fucking other men made him feel less special. What he couldn’t understand was that I was hyper-orgasmic because I was doing it with him as part of it. I was reprising the way I felt in my first marriage. Trying to explain that to him just made matters worse because he felt I was substituting my ex husband. But over time he got used to the idea that I could love him dearly and adore our sex life and still enjoy other men. And now, watching me get laid turns him on more than anything. So what does MFM do for me now? The biggest turn on is the excitement of doing it with him watching me. It lifts any guilt I might have from needing other men from time to time. In a way, his being there is like my having his permission to be a wicked wife. And I do love arousing other men. It’s a thrill feeling them cum inside me and an equal thrill if they me I’m a fabulous lover. That makes me feel that something isn’t gaining on me. And there’s the excitement of making my lover and my husband climax, and the satisfaction of having orgasms with both men, and in the case of lovers who are dear trusted friends, the experience of having the sperm of two men in me. And the times when we do double penetration and double vaginal, though I must say that I’m much more orgasmic with a chick in each place than both in my vagina., And there are those times when Will leaves us alone to ourselves so I can say things to my lovers that I wouldn’t say with Will around. I like my moments of complete intimacy, when for a few minutes I am no longer Will’s wife, but instead my lover’s wife, and his woman, his lover, his bitch, his whore or whatever else I want to be., And finally, the moments when Will and I are alone again. When I can describe what it felt like while he licks me and caresses me. Those moments when he reclaims me as his wife are precious.