I am happily married, and have been together for over 17yrs now. I have recently been able to tell my husband  and be open with myself that I love women. I have had one sexual relationship with a woman while married (after long talks with my husband, and making sure we were both ok with this) but unfortunately it didn't work out as she had some problems she needed to workout. I'm finding it really difficult to meet other women like me. If I was in my 20's I feel it would be so easy, but being as I am 45 it's not easy at all. I'm hoping to make friends who I can relate with and hangout with. If it turns into more than that would be a bonus to the friendship. I am very open and will answer any question truthfully, but I expect the same in return. So ask away.