I have secretly dressed for a long time,... in university i was caught by my room mate and the eventually led to him buying me some outfits and secretly fucking me for about a year... i have longed for it since but have been scared hurting my female partners,.. and scared of disease... i continue to dress and ride toys/ watch sissy porn,.. i have bought myself toys and clothes only to purge it for fear of getting caught... i want ver badly to serve as a slut but need to feel "safe" and protected first

Married male looking for a long term discreet relationship... let's explore kinks