Alex seemed to sleep like a baby that night. I hardly slept at all. I got up twice to jerk off to the pics and video of Alex with her bull. The next morning...nothing happened. We didn’t talk about what had happened, which was weird. Just a normal day. That night Alex and I had sex. Just regular vanilla sex. I was too chickenshit to ask for a blowjob or anal. I was afraid she would say no and then I would have to deal with that. I really wanted to talk about what had happened but afraid to bring it up. I jerked off to the pics and video every day. About three weeks later I came home from work one day and there was a note on the table that said ‘Present for you on the kitchen table. Meet me in the bedroom’ On the kitchen table I found a flash drive and two used condoms, knotted to keep the cum in. I was not expecting this but my dick started to get hard. When I entered the bedroom she was alone (I had thought maybe her bull was still there) and she was naked on the bed. The tv was on and she told me to put the flash drive in the Boxee, and then she motioned for me to come to the bed while she fiddled with the remote. The tv screen was suddenly filled with a picture of Alex rubbing a very hard cock on her face, then one of her smiling as she kissed the tip of the cock, and then one of her with about half of the cock stuffed in her mouth. There were a few pics of Alex posed--legs spread wide showing off her pussy and on her knees showing her ass and pussy to the camera. These surprised me because Alex is usually kind of shy and there was nothing shy about those photos. Next there were a series of POV shots of Alex getting fucked--one where she was on top, one on her back and one doggy. The final pic of the series was Alex on her back. She had her feet over her bull’s shoulders. Her pussy was red and puffy and his cock was in her ass almost balls deep. She had a knotted used condom clenched between her teeth and her eyes were closed. It was hot. I was sitting on the bed looking at the tv screen--I don’t even remember sitting down. I still had the two used condoms clutched in my hand, forgotten. I had never seen Alex so sexy--so...wanton. Completely uninhibited. That was the Alex I wanted to fuck! Alex wasn’t even looking at me--she was looking at herself getting assfucked on the tv screen and she started playing with her pussy. She turned to me and said “I want you to lick me. But first you have to drain those condoms. You can’t have desert until you finish your supper.” I looked at the condoms in my hand. I looked at Alex. I didn’t know what to do. Alex took one of the condoms out of my hand. She put the tip in her mouth and bit it making a small hole and then she squeezed the cum out all over her tits. It wasn’t thick and white any more--it was sort of watery and clear. She pulled my head towards her chest, “Come on--I fucked him for you, now you eat it.” So I did. Tentatively at first, but I soon got into it. We repeated the process with the 2nd condom. When Alex was satisfied that I had cleaned every drop of cum off her tits she said “Good boy! Now you can lick my poor sore holes. He fucked me really hard.” And I did. I licked her pussy and I licked her ass and the whole time she was staring at the pic of her getting assfucked on the tv. After she came she said “Thanks baby” and then rolled over. “Turn off the tv when you are done” I wasn’t even going to get a footjob this time. I was pissed but also really turned on. I pulled out my cock and jerked off to the pic of Alex getting assfucked and came so hard I thought I was going to have a fucking stroke. The next day I was still pissed and Alex and I finally sat down and talked about what had happened. She asked why I was upset--hadn’t I gotten everything I had asked for? I had! But I wanted what her bulls were getting--I wanted to fuck wanton slut Alex who sucked cock and took it in the ass! I wanted to know why she wasn’t interested in me sexually and asked her if she even still wanted to be with me. She was quiet for a little while and then she said, “I love you. I don’t want to be with anyone else.” Ok. That actually helped a lot. I hadn’t realized how much of the anger was really fear. But I still didn’t understand. “Look’” she said, “I love you, but I wouldn’t be doing this just for you. The cuckold thing is your thing, not really mine. My thing is...I’ve always fantasized about being a total slut...about being used like a whore by a stranger and doing absolutely anything he wanted. I thought we could both get what we wanted here--I get to be a total slut with someone whose opinion doesn’t matter to me, and I take pics and bring home creampies for you for you to enjoy. Everybody wins.” She wasn’t wrong. I didn’t have everything I wanted, but I had a lot and I was letting envy of her bulls ruin that. Dumb. I asked her why she couldn’t be like that with me and she said that with a stranger she could be a totally different person--like she was acting, but with me she was herself and it would feel weird to be on her knees begging me to shoot my load in her mouth. It didn’t feel authentic. But maybe the more she did it the more it would feel like that was the real her. For the next few months it went on like that. I never knew when it was going to happen, but every 2 or 3 weeks I would get texts of her getting fucked or she would come home freshly fucked. I always cleaned up after her bull and she never ever fucked me on the nights when we were doing the cuckold thing, but we continued to have regular sex the rest of the time. Then she met Adam. Adam was in his 50s, with short-cropped grey hair. He had lots of muscles and a very fat cock which Alex seemed to enjoy very much. Adam was an experienced dom and he was bi. He seemed to really enjoy sending me texts telling me exactly what he was doing to Alex and how much she was enjoying it. Alex didn’t use condoms with Adam and his loads were huge. Alex told me that when he shot in her mouth his load was thick like tapioca. One night as I was eating his cum out of Alex’s pussy she said “Adam told me to bring you with me next time.” ‘Told’, not ‘asked’. “Threesome?” I asked. I was stoked. Was I finally going to get to fuck wanton slut Alex? “No,” she said. “He said he wants to fuck me in front of you. He wants you to watch it all and he wants to watch you eat his load out of me.” That gave me a serious tingle. Not what I was hoping for, but it did sound really hot. I said yes. We went to Adam’s house the next weekend. Alex and I were both nervous. Adam pointed to a chair and told me to sit while Alex was stripping naked. He then put his hands on Alex’s shoulders and pushed her down so she was on her knees with her face at crotch level. She undid his pants and fished out his cock and then she started sucking it. It was hot. I had seen pictures and a video but it was never this...real. His cock wasn’t super long but it was fat and had a big mushroom head. He teased her with it, rubbing the head of his cock on her face and slapping her with it. He made her hold her hands behind her back and she was trying to catch his cock with her mouth so she could suck it. He sat down and leaned back and let her worship his cock for a little while and then he started fucking her face. Then he pulled her up and made her straddle him in the chair. I saw her hand reach down to grab his cock--she held it upright as she slid herself down onto it. They fucked like that for while and Alex had a very strong orgasm. He pulled her up, off his cock and told her to kneel at his feet and then he turned to me and said “Your girl just came all over my cock. Why don’t you come over here and taste it.” I walked over--it was almost like I was sleep walking. I got down on my knees in front of him. His cock was impressive and it was shiny and wet with Alex’s pussy juices and it smelled strongly of both cock and pussy. He pressed the head of his cock to my lips and then put his other hand on my head and pulled my mouth onto his cock. It was incredible. I didn’t have to learn to love cock--I immediately took to it like a duck to water. I loved the feel of it in my hand--heavy and solid and warm to the touch. The head was silky smooth and hot. I loved the way his cock felt in my mouth--the way it filled my moth. I pumped the shaft with my hand and swirled my tongue around the head. That cock became my whole world--all I could think about was making that beautiful cock happy. “Cocksucker,” Adam said. “I knew you would be a good little cocksucker. Just like your girl.” He pulled is cock out of my mouth and rubbed it on my face. I loved the way it smelled. I tried to catch it with my mouth just like Alex had. I think I understood Alex then--I understood how intoxicating it is to be used like that--to give 100% of your power away and just live to serve his cock for a little while. “You ready for a real man’s load?” I was ready alright. I had eaten a fair amount of Adam’s cum out of Alex’s pussy, but this was different. I was actually sucking his cock and I was going to take his load. In front of Alex. ” Take it. Don’t spill any...” And then he started to cum. The first shot hit the back of my throat and I started to gag. I changed the angle and the rest shot onto my tongue. It was a huge, thick load. Adam made me show it to him and then made me show it to Alex. ” He said “Be a gentleman and share that with your girl. Alex eagerly pressed her mouth to mine and when our mouths opened she sort of sucked and scooped with her tongue and she pretty near stole the whole load. Then I tried to scoop it out of her mouth with my tongue and we sort of tongue wrestled for his load until we both started laughing. Alex got most of the load and she was looking pretty pleased with herself. Adam seemed amused to have us fighting over his wad. And just like that I loved cock. I mean really loved it. The rest of that night was pretty wild. He made Alex and I take turns sucking him until he was hard again, and then he fucked Alex hard. Every now and then he would pull his cock out of her and make me lick it so it was nice and wet. He also made me lick Alex from underneath and lick his big balls while he fucked her doggy, and then made me get his cock nice and wet so he could push it into her ass and lick them both while he assfucked her, occasionally moving his cock from her ass to my mouth to keep it nice and wet. Alex finally took Adam’s 2nd load in her mouth and she swallowed it down with a big smile. Adam even made Alex suck my cock that night. And I’m pretty sure it had nothing to do with me--that if I had been a stranger she still would have sucked my cock for him--but that sort of made it even hotter. Alex sucked my cock like a cum hungry slut and it was fucking amazing. She made eye contact with Adam through the whole blowjob, and when I filled her mouth with my cum she showed it to Adam, and then to me, and then she swallowed it down with a grin. After that we did the threeway thing with Adam many times, although they still most often fucked without me there.